Saturday, August 8, 2009

Redefining "Unfortunate" Placements

It's interesting that other people reading this blog have experienced the constant moves and situational changes that seem to come with the Plutonic/Scorpionic transformational process we're a part of (or, um, whatever you like to call it). I don't usually meet people who have had similar experiences, so that's really nice.

There are many different placements and aspects that can create these similar dynamics. For me (to clarify where I'm coming from on this blog), I was born during a part of the zodiac called the Via Combusta (the burning path or the fiery way). The Via Combusta is the degrees of the zodiac from 15 Libra to 15 Scorpio, except for 23 through 24 degrees Libra, which are considered safe degrees due to the fixed stars Spica and Arcturus residing there. I don't have anything there, of course. My Pluto, Sun, IC, Mercury and Uranus are in Via Combusta degrees.

(My mother was also caught in a tornado two months before I was born, which was quite fitting, I must say. All this has added up to one hell of a changeable and bumpy ride from birth on.)

The funny thing about the Via Combusta is that it's another piece of my birth chart that many astrologers (and outside observers, in general) would find "unfortunate."

The Via Combusta's astrological definition includes this: "an indication of unfortunate or ineffectual situations." Yeah, I've had more than my share of those.

But as I was saying in the Venus "Affliction" post, when you actually live these so-called "unfortunate" placements, you can come to understand them in a deeper way. You can comprehend the purpose of them and the long-term (sometimes way long-term) benefits.

The way I've explained living the Via Combusta in the past is that it's like running the gauntlet. Pushing through seemingly insurmountable odds, heavy karma, booby traps and weapons wielded, very often related to relationship dynamics (Libra and Scorp territory).

There is a fire in a Via Combusta individual that keeps him or her burning a path through life, as you would imagine a shooting star burning a sometimes accelerated path through the night's sky. There's a feeling that you have to keep going, no matter what. Just keep burning through it.

It has a lot to do with the desire to break out of past patterns, dynamics and structures in an attempt to get to something more fulfilling and workable, something good and right, personally and collectively. The Via Combusta is about burning through and, therefore, past - hitting the evolutionary marks. "The only way past it is through it."

It's also a huge collective karma aspect (especially when Pluto is there and especially when Pluto is there conjunct the Sun). Themes of processing and purging for the whole through your personal life. Busting through collective dynamics that have been reinforced for decades, maybe centuries, maybe millenia. It isn't easy. And we've got a whole Pluto gen (Libra 15 to Scorpio 15, excluding 23 through 24 Libra) working on just these dynamics.

(You also have to know, of course, what to refuse to take on personally from the collective. "Nope. Sorry. That isn't my baggage to deal with!")

So to me, my supposed unfortunate placments are very purposeful and very important - not just to me personally, either.

But from an outside perspective, viewed by people who don't fully comprehend the underlying dynamics, all this adds up to a very unfortunate individual who has to deal with a lot of turmoil and difficulty and angst.

As would the (often) difficult conditions symbollized by many other placements or aspects...whether it's natal planets in detriment, in retrograde, afflicted placements, heavy Saturn or Pluto, a full sixth, eighth or twelfth house, a tonne of squares or oppositions, or whatever.

Again...true from one level of perception...but not the whole story by any stretch.

This is why it's so important not to let other people define us and our lives.

When people again and again paint you into the same corner, perceive you in the same superficial ways, interact with you from the same limited grasp of the issues, it's difficult not to let it affect you. Unless you're willing to constantly define yourself on your own terms and (often) correct the misperceptions people place on you, it can become a damaging burden and a disconnect from your true reality that can eat away at you. Again, it's not easy to be that vigilant, but it's definitely worth it.

This is one of the most important things I've learned from living an "unfortunate" chart - to stand up for myself and my life, especially the difficult parts. Refusing to let people define me according to their limited understanding is a constant effort, but it's getting easier. I now know to give them a little zap when they need one. Being misunderstood is hurtful, so it really is worth the effort to reframe things.

Anyway, the heaviest parts of the Via Combusta path are behind me now. I've done what I can do, and I just don't have the youthful energy to continue with that craziness anymore. This reminds me that things do progress, cycles do complete, alchemical fires do lose their charge, even when it feels as if things will never let up.


Anonymous said...

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( Now the hacienda's dark, the town is sleeping,
Now the time has come to part,
The time for weeping! )

VIA COMBUSTA, my darling,
May God be with you my love . . .

Now, the village mission bells are softly ringing,
If you listen with your heart you'll hear them singing ( . . . singing! )
VIA COMBUSTA, my darling,
May God be with you my love . . .

Where ever you may be, I'll be beside you ( . . . beside you! )
Although you're many million miles away!
Each night I'll say a prayer, a prayer to guide you ( . . . to guide you! )
To hasten every lonely hour of every lonely day . . .

Now, the dawn is breaking through a gray tomorrow,
But the memories we share are there to borrow ( . . . no sorrow! )
VIA COMBUSTA, my darling,
May God be with you my love . . .

VIA COMBUSTA, my darling,
May God be with you my love . . .

-- I couldn't resist ..
KK9955 in the silly zone

Willow said...

:-) At 11:11, no less.

Anonymous said...

ok -- I admit I helped that along a bit by waiting 1 minute before I "publish"ed it. Other than that, it's legit. Honest!

Anonymous said...

Just rereading all these Via Combusta pieces in light of what's up ahead and realizing how much of what you say is so true for me also. Mine is packed with a pretty heavy combo of planets, including Venus cj a couple of the Liliths and Saturn (and they oppose Moon 8th) and I get so much negativity, including from astrologers, except you, natch; but, as you say, there is a compulsion to rise and rise again and keep slogging upwards through the muck. I don't know if it's my Neptune cj Arcturus but I just can't let go of that dream of soaring.
Thanks again, Willow. And thanks for today's (14 Feb 2012) shoutouts to Juno and Ceres. I continually remind astrology columnists that Ceres is the only one who called Pluto's hand and won half the pot but mine is a voice in the wilderness, thankfully not alone ;)

Paula said...

Hello Willow, I found this article googling via combusta...

It happens that in my natal chart I have sun at 13 degrees scorpio, conjunct moon at 8 degrees scorpio, both on the 9th house. My pluto is in Libra, house 8, which means I am ancient compared to you ;-)... and the cherry on top (or bottom) is Saturn at 4th house.

Some people would think "OMG poor thing!", but honestly, I know my life is lucky compared to a lot of other people.

Please don't get me wrong, I love Astrology, specially horary astrology. I just wanted to tell you that yes, I definitely agree with your criticism.